

musingsI'm not quite sure where to start. How to take these thoughts that are inside my head and put them here and make them the same. If i could some how take the thoughts as they occurred and just preserve them in writing perfectly i would, but i know no matter how eloquently i write i will never capture them. There will always be something missing.musings
I know what i have to do and yet i just don't do it. I know what i do is utterly stupid and yet i do it any way. The solution is right there, and yet despite this i face it and turn away. I try and think back and try and pin-point where it all started. When did i start treading this slippe